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the world could be burning dark blue | Super Junior, Kyuhyun/Yesung,

kpop_bigbang | 11,000w

Kyuhyun dreams, he dreams of someone wanting him, waiting for him. And then he meets Jongwoon.

The thing about this story is that I hated it right after I finished writing it. Even though I really liked the concept and the plot and the idea and all, I usually place style before everything else (because I feel like the most important thing about communicating with readers is actually communicating with them) and the moment I finished the story I hated it and wanted to throw it into a pit of fire ugh.

( dark blue dark blue )

I um. I'm going to be really nerdy right now and give like, behind the scenes / special commentary for my story, Where We Went Wrong (Super Junior, Kyuhyun/Yesung, R.) Not just because it's about 36,000 words, but also because I actually put a LOT OF THOUGHT INTO IT. And, you know, I rarely put any thought into my stories at all (jk, jk). But anyways, I just thought people might be interested... and I'm a total geek so I like talking about my stories. /narcissist

( we were young and learning )

This scene was in my outline, but I had forgotten about it completely and so never ended up writing it in. I wrote this after finishing and publishing it, but didn't want to awkwardly slot it in, especially since it wasn't there in the first place. So! It's here :)

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So, as I've said a lot of times before, way back when I wrote a 15,000 word draft for this fic, hated it, and rewrote all of it and it ended up being 8k longer than the first draft.

The first draft was originally handwritten. I typed it up, printed it out, and while sending it to about four people to help me beta, beta'd it myself. Just from my own judgment it was bad and awful beyond repair, which was why I ended up rewriting it. I do have the original draft though - all fifteen thousand words of it. I think it was here before, and I deleted it, but it's here again.

This was written in February 2011 and finished around the end of the month. The second draft was written in April 2011, two months after I battled every word here and just decided it was hopeless. But I like archiving my attempts and 'outtakes' and whatnot of my writing, so! Here it is :)

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Not (intentionally) organized.

Credit (to

ceu or "aroceu") is not necessary, but appreciated.

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Credit (to

ceu or "aroceu") is not necessary, but appreciated.

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Challenge post for

kpop_prompts

001.	truth	002.	accept	003.	chain	004.	save	005.	ring
006.	cat	007.	name	008.	rain	009.	laundry	010.	umbrella
011.	glasses	012.	delete	013.	phone	014.	replace	015.	quit
016.	hate	017.	december	018.	confess	019.	room	020.	denial
021.	stare	022.	lost	023.	smile	024.	need	025.	yes
026.	bend	027.	like	028.	mistake	029.	boundaries	030.	push
031.	patience	032.	impulse	033.	miles	034.	link	035.	remain
036.	decide	037.	secret	038.	force	039.	stay	040.	laugh
041.	nine	042.	attention	043.	instinct	044.	same	045.	mask
046.	break	047.	share	048.	danger	049.	escape	050.	lie

being with you

already feels like freedom

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two in a crowded room while others fade away: b-side [original draft]

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